Weird parade experience

My cousin and I went to the Thanksgiving Day parade in NYC this past year. She just started college and has never been to NYC before so I made special arrangements to take her. We got there super early and got into position. We were both pretty excited because I’ve never been this close to the parade before and she’s never been in New York, let alone this close to the biggest Thanksgiving Day parade in the country. We were up against a rail and I let her get in front of me so she can get a better view. By the time the parade started it was packed and we were pressed up against the rail. The crowd was moving back and forth and I kept bumping into her. Now, there are three things you have to know. First, she is very cute. She has a tight body and everything is perfect. Second, we are very close. We talked about all kinds of things. Like her and boys and stuff like that. I know a lot more about her then her closest friends. And third, we have never been sexual towards each other. Except for when I was like 15 and she was 11, she wanted to see a penis and I showed her mine. It wasn’t a sexual thing she was curious and it lasted for about 5 seconds. Anyway, back to the parade. Because of the crowd I was pressed up against her right butt cheek and we kept moving and I got hard. I didn’t mean to, it just happened. I know she felt it press into her because she kind of looked back. I leaned over and said, “sorry.” She kind of half smiled and said, “that’s ok.” About ten minutes later I guess she got uncomfortable and tried to reposition herself. She squeezed over to the right and got right in front of me so that my hard on was in her crack. Then she just pushed back and relaxed against me. I was totally shocked. The parade went on and she kept moving back and forth and leaning over to get a better view over the rail. She never broke contact from my hard on. I put my hand on her hips and just let her move. When the parade was slow she would just lean back on me and press against me. We would make small talk about the parade and stuff. This was the first time ever that I really didn’t know how to react. When I was holding her by her hip I would push forward a little to see if she would try to move forward to get away she would just push back. When it was over we left the parade and never talked about. We just went on like it was normal. I don’t know how to feel about it. Was it just a weird thing that got out of hand? We didn’t really do anything bad. She told me when she comes back for Christmas break she wants to get a fake id and see if I can get her into a dance club in the city. She joked around and said I can be her “date.” So anyway, that’s my parade story. This is the first time I went to a parade and didn’t grope and grab anything I saw. Instead I was with my cousin. I’m totally confused on how I should feel.

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