To everyone on this site

Do you guys ever wonder why you are like this? Do you ever wish that you could be normal. That you could be able to get on a bus or go to a concert without the urge to do this kind of shit. I've done fucked up shit. I wish I could take it back, not because I didn't like it, I loved it, but because it stripped me of my innocence and made me feel alone in this world of normals. I wish I could say I feel bad for the people that I've done these things to, but for the most part I don't... and that scares me. I wonder why people like us exist... the people that scar our victims lives forever whether you people believe it or not. If hell exists I know I'm going far below it to a eternal abyss of pain and suffering. I want forgiveness but I don't deserve it. All I can do is try to right my many wrongs. I hope you guys read this and it maybe it'll motivate you to stop this shit. I'm trying my hardest to stop, hopefully you guys will to.

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