Thanks All

I want to thank those of you who have read and/or commented on my stories, and those of you with whom I have communicated privately. I have to say that this board and the site have been a kind of "therapy" for me because its all allowed me to "purge" . . . . to get rid of stuff that I've held so close for so long. The ultimate result is that it's making it easier for me to "let go" and begin doing the things I need to do. Things I promised myself that I would do.

I feel GOOD about my decision to stop the concerts. I feel GREAT about it. It's the right thing to do. Especially since I felt myself losing control and almost got into serious trouble recently. The timing of when I discovered this board and the site and the approach of the new year, reminding me of my promise to myself, could not have been better for me.

The site and the stories got me going in the beginning, but I've always recognized what this forum could ultimately do for me if I let it . . . if I used it right . . . if we all use it right . . . it can set us free from chikan. It's setting me FREE to discuss what I have done and what I have continued to do . . . I hope it will do the same for the rest of you who read and/or post. Maybe somebody out there reading this can understand my sentiments here and what I am trying to say.

The truth is that I want to become a reformed chikan, as is Webmaster Ayashi. I have to start somewhere, so I'm cutting out the concerts. That will GREATLY reduce the opportunities I will have to "butt hunt." Gotta start somewhere. Based on my stories you have already read, you know that's a good place for me to begin. I know I can do it. The timing is right. I feel it. The time is now. Gotta start somewhere.

Black Shogun

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