not chikan at all - butt fucking

When I was 22 I had a girlfriend who was 17 and looked even younger. We met dancing, and kissed on the dance floor. Then I took her to the beach at night. We stayed out until 4:00 in the morning. I was driving home, just assuming she would come back to my place, when she started telling me how to get her home. I said, I thought maybe you could sleep at my place.

"My boyfriend wouldn't like that very much."

What??? Boyfriend. Anyway, she was going out with a 29 year old, which relieved my guilt at robbing this particular cradle. We both were in college though (she was a smart frosh, I was a dumb senior), so I wasn't really worried about it. Anyway, she left him soon enough, and we became an item. We fucked ten or a dozen or two dozen times, who knows, when she asked me to fuck her in the ass. I'd never done it before but was excited to try. We lubed it up good, and it just slid right in. She didn't tell me if it hurt, she seemed to enjoy it. After that we did it Greek about every fifth time or so. We broke up not to long later, because I was an idiot.

Three years later, she had dropped out of college and was living in, yes Black Shogun, I am not making this up, San Francisco. Near the GG Park. I came to visit and within ten minutes she had served me some tea and was offering her fine anus at me. I plunged in, no condom, no lube, nothin. She screamed and screamed, with joy and lust mind you, not pain. After we were done my cock had visible shit on it. I was kind of grossed out to tell you the truth.

A year after that I had a real sex-maniac gorlfriend, if only she could have either (1) kept her mouth shut, or (2) said something interesting every once in a while, she would really have been great. But boy did we ever fuck! So one day I suggested a rear guard action. She accepted, but after an inch or two started screaming, "Take it out!!! T ake it out!!" I'll never forget that. I had really hurt her, she lay there on her side, looking for all the world the way a guy looks when he gets kicked in the nuts. Like it just fucking HURT like hell and it wasn't going away and there was nothing to do but wait. I felt awful. This is again one of the places where my fantasy life deviates from reality. In my head, fucking a woman in the asshole while she screams in pain and terror sounds just ducky! But in reality, it was awful. A sound burned into my head; I wish it hadn't happened.

So after those last two experiences (the second a dozen years ago now) I've been turned off by the fudge-pack action. My wife now wouldn't even consider it, but I don't really care; I don't miss it.

All right everyone. I'll try to stop with the self-indulgent ramblings. You're not my shrinks. It's just, like I said before, there's no friend I can talk about this stuff with. But in the future I'll try to tell some stories. Got to have adventures first though. Friday! I can't wait.

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