MY STORY ABOUT GROPING WOMEN

Just wanted to give you my story about groping..

When I was 11 years old I would always think about groping, at school when there was a break in between lessons all the pupils would go out to the play ground, near the end of the break I would wait cautiously until the bell went and all the pupils would run back into the building through the narrow doors, I would wait until some good lookings girls were heading to the entrance from the play ground, then stand behind them, as the crowds built up. I would move forward nearer to the backs of the girls and deliberately start pushing myself against them as the crowd thickened. At that age I was so excited about it I would begin rubbing my dick up and down, left and right on the girls bottoms and just surge forward so hard on thier bottoms..

One time in the crowd, I circled my arms around a girl and just clung to her as we edge through the crowd, she would hardly noticed, I just pretended she was my girl and noone else would have her !!..

Eventually the girls at break time would just stare at me thinking I was some weird, anyway as the years went by I continued groping hundreds of women, until, I DONT KNOW why I did it ???, when I came in a girls bottom, I woudl find it good at the time however I would feel really depressed afterwards, somthing in me told me it just was not right, I was rather under confidence with myself having not having a girlfriend, large goofy teeth and cheap spectacles, I guess I was a kind of a geek which women just did not want..LOTS of spots on my face, I would cry at night when girls laughed at me because of my goofy teeth and looks

The final straw was when I got arrested 5 years ago, caught by police, shame was brought on me and my family, how the hell did I explain this to my mother ??..

I punishment could have been imprisonment however I had to see a social work twice a week to sort out my problems, things had to change, I HAD TO CHANGE EVERTHING ABOUT MYSELF ...I began working out at the gym, saved up for an operation on my teeth, kind of cosmetic surgery which gave my teeth like a movie star, i purchased some tapes on hypnotic suggestions to build confidence. Begin studying kungfu and inner meditation.

Changed my hair style, slowly my confidence grew, I resented women always those who hated me because I was a geek, I use to think all those pretty girls who use to take the piss of my looks how they hurt my feelings so badly now however I disliked them in a different light, I had qualities which other men didnt have
I wanted to turn them way, laugh at them because they would want part of me that which they would never get..

I am still haunted by the memories of my past, I sometimes cry when I turn away a girl that is attracted to me..my feelings are hurt kind of mental damage by those who never thought twice about WHAT EFFECT THEIR WORDS CAN HAVE on peoples minds, however my groping days are over as women chase me and I just tell those who see me from the outside for my new looks and dont appreciate me inside, tell them wear to go !!

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